17 November 2009
Screens
My senses musta gone away
I see you between screens
What the hell does it all mean
In my heart you’re 3 dimensions
And right here I see two
Maybe what is lost is you
I want to see all of you here
This is an image not a mirror
Maybe what is lost is me
15 September 2009
surface
17 August 2008
two dimensions
Can you empty yourself onto an empty page in hopes of finding or losing yourself there?
If I can find an audience for these festering bullshit words, I can convince someone, or more than one that I’m smart; or brilliant even.
13 August 2008
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22 June 2008
the universe asks..
19 June 2008
words
I write to untwist the worlds in my head. And separate the swirls of shadows from the depths of the closets of my mind.
02 June 2008
moment
14 May 2008
Life's Rough Drafts.
And the whole time the roller coaster of life goes up and down, sometimes down a little too fast and far; there might be something good just around the corner, up the next hill. Maybe a laugh or two, or a really good friend that gets you.
There is room for improvement and there always will be, as evolution coincides with ego and the fight for power and survival. Just try to be glad to be alive and having a good time sometimes. You can always look back and laugh at all the crazy shit you survived, all on your own. Be happy to live in an interesting world and to be part of something bigger, if not more flawed than yourself- the universe.
Funny how after the lens of time lapses, thing don't seem so bad.
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27 April 2008
escape
muffled
I was staring out the window
The whole time he was talking to me
It was a filthy pane of glass I couldn't get a clear view
As he went on and on
It wasn't the outside world I could see
Just the filthy pane that I was looking through
So I had to break the window
It just had to be
Better that I break the window
Than him or her or me
-fiona apple.
26 March 2008
no good day.
When your boss, like every one before him, makes you feel like an idiot.
When you walk into a drain spout knocking your glasses off and producing a three inch knot on your head.
When you check your bank account to realize a forgotten check processed causing hundreds in overdraft fees.
When you go home alone and talk to your pet about your woes.
When you have to negotiate with yourself to get out of bed, and its hard just to put one foot in front of the other.
When the whole world seems happier, more settled, more 'together' than you.
Just remember that you're not the only one. Not by a longshot.
08 March 2008
want.
If happiness is having, then it will always be relative to another's. It isn't resources and rewards or the having of a little more that determines it. It is the way we choose to perceive, and which corner we are doing the perceiving upon.
What side of the street are we standing on when we compare our lives.
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02 March 2008
eclipse
27 February 2008
just write
19 February 2008
freeze frame
winter boots, chicago
And also, wear lots of layers ..
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14 February 2008
the good stuff
Thank god ...
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11 February 2008
10 February 2008
Need
Everyone's your friend when there's some kinda benefits. Everyone's a lost soul, too, just like you.
And everything's okay. .
These are the things I've learned today.
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04 February 2008
Lost..
28 January 2008
we the consumers.
Can they also make a printer a perfect square, not a rectangle? A rectangle fits nowhere, hello? Can things curve instead of corners and straight?
And laptops too, can we get those in circles and squares,
And can I get that in blue?
25 January 2008
morning, sunshine
Would there be a spot for my purse and bottle of water built into every car, instead of a giant gearshaft and a cup holder that doesn't fit anything I own?
21 December 2007
real men..
Real men like to have a few secrets and mature the more time they spend with women.
Real men are just humans, with attachments.
16 December 2007
how to create.
I'm an artist of words. It's my blessing as much as my curse, however I'm not blessed with discipline, in fact I'd rather be sleeping or partying at all times. It's not to say that it isn't satisfying to put your own words together. Less satisfying is to share them with random cyberspaces. It's some weird thing within the artist that somehow needs an audience, preferably one that will eventually understand them, and maybe someday give them a hug.