Can you empty yourself onto an empty page in hopes of finding or losing yourself there?
If I can find an audience for these festering bullshit words, I can convince someone, or more than one that I’m smart; or brilliant even.
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And the whole time the roller coaster of life goes up and down, sometimes down a little too fast and far; there might be something good just around the corner, up the next hill. Maybe a laugh or two, or a really good friend that gets you.
There is room for improvement and there always will be, as evolution coincides with ego and the fight for power and survival. Just try to be glad to be alive and having a good time sometimes. You can always look back and laugh at all the crazy shit you survived, all on your own. Be happy to live in an interesting world and to be part of something bigger, if not more flawed than yourself- the universe.
Funny how after the lens of time lapses, thing don't seem so bad.
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If happiness is having, then it will always be relative to another's. It isn't resources and rewards or the having of a little more that determines it. It is the way we choose to perceive, and which corner we are doing the perceiving upon.
What side of the street are we standing on when we compare our lives.
Thank god ...
And everything's okay. .
These are the things I've learned today.